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    12/30/2005

    Silent All These Years

    excuse me but can i be you for a while
    my dog won't bite if you sit real still
    i got the anti-christ in the kitchen yellin' at me again
    yeah i can hear that
    been saved again by the garbage truck
    i got something to say you know but nothing comes
    yes i know what you think of me you never shut up
    yeah i can hear that

    but what if i'm a mermaid
    in these jeans of his with her name still on it
    hey but i don't care
    cause sometimes i said sometimes i hear my voice and it's been
    here
    silent all these years

    so you found a girl who thinks really deep thoughts
    what's so amazing about really deep thoughts
    boy you best pray that i bleed real soon
    how's that thought for you

    my scream got lost in a paper cup
    you think there's a heaven where some screams have gone
    i got 25 bucks and a cracker do you think it's enough
    to get us there


    but what if i'm a mermaid
    in these jeans of his with her name still on it
    hey but i don't care
    cause sometimes
    i said sometimes
    i hear my voice and it's been
    here
    silent all these..

    years go by will i still be waiting
    for somebody else to understand
    years go by if i'm stripped of my beauty
    and the orange clouds raining in my head
    years go by will i choke on my tears
    till finally there is nothing left
    one more casualty
    you know we're too
    easy
    easy
    easy

    well i love the way we communicate
    your eyes focus on my funny lip shape
    let's hear what you think of me now
    but baby don't look up
    the sky is falling

    your mother shows up in a nasty dress
    it's your
     
     
     

    i hear my voice
    i hear my voice
    and it's been
    here
    silent all these years
    i've been here
    silent all these years
    silent all these
    silent all these years

    12/29/2005

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         今天看到哥哥给我留的言很感动.回来家里一个人都没有,爸爸叫我和他去吃饭我也没有兴趣,一个人沙找了家面馆吃了碗面,一个人走在繁华的沙平坝,看着街上很多人们都急匆匆的走着,自己漫步在街上心里面好空好空,想者期末考试的来临我的心里又是一阵慌,好想有个人来陪,心里面很想一个人,可是@回家了,嘿嘿....看到喧闹的城市好想自己可以融入进去,但是好象就是有些东西在隔着我与这个城市,自己坐上回家的公车不一会儿就到家了....明天还要回学校,哎呀,好想去有个地方,真的,哪怕那里很小,想那里的好多东西,也怀念好多好多!          
    12/27/2005

    今天在家

        今天一天都没有课,我就从那象农村的学校回拉家,打开电脑看了很多东西以后,想起了我还一直没有怎么去弄的我的空间,我就慢慢的开始我自己空间的东西,看了很多好朋友的,他们个个都很不错,把自己的空间弄得好漂亮,我这个就差远了,我想把照片放上去,不知道什么原因就是弄不好,我没   有耐心了,想下次回家在慢慢弄了.....今天晚上还要回去,好烦,又要考试了,这是上大学的第一次考试,自己还不知道怎么办啊!好想寒假快快到来,朋友们都回来,好想他们...这段时间有好多的不开心,心里真的快要烦死了.没有办法,人总要经历很多事的.认命拉~~~~
        好想每天都可以很开心啊,真的想啊....希望我的朋友们无论在哪里都快乐哈!